Brian Lien

stinaan: thatsonofamitch: I don’t think you even need to...

Thu, 23 May 2013 01:57:21 -0400

thatsonofamitch:

I don’t think you even need to watch/read naruto or know whats going on to know how absolutely ludicrous this is

wtf did that just happen…..

I USUALLY NEVER REBLOG BUT THIS RIGHT HERE OH MY GOODNESS HAHAHAH WFEFEGEIPOGJEIPOMpo

I really can’t stop thinking about you, but sadly I’m quite certain there’s not a...

Tue, 14 May 2013 02:54:03 -0400

I really can’t stop thinking about you, but sadly I’m quite certain there’s not a thought about me in your mind.

I had all the time in the world, all the time to think, plan, and decide, but no. I wasted my...

Mon, 13 May 2013 23:52:00 -0400

I had all the time in the world, all the time to think, plan, and decide, but no. I wasted my valuable time, so therefore I missed my opportunity.. I missed the chance to really improve myself by not signing up. Huge regrets right now…

On top of that, I’m messing up. I’m missing assignments because I haven’t payed attention in class for due dates, I haven’t been studying properly resulting in failed tests.. and everything’s dropping. I don’t know if I can even bring them up anymore.. I failed myself.. and I’m extremely disappointed. I guess all I can do it try a little bit more and hope for the best.

And on top of THAT, I’m feeling the same way I did as before again.. but I guess I shouldn’t worry.

hadtogetthatoffmychest

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Wed, 08 May 2013 01:21:05 -0400

I wish my home was similar to a coffee shop,I’m simply just fond of the atmosphere, the aroma,...

Tue, 07 May 2013 03:54:00 -0400

I wish my home was similar to a coffee shop,
I’m simply just fond of the atmosphere, the aroma, the peace and tranquility, the small talks, everything,
I’d rather much live there than here.

Too much caffeine in my system.Writers block.Losing motivation after “10” hours of...

Mon, 06 May 2013 04:46:31 -0400

Too much caffeine in my system.
Writers block.
Losing motivation after “10” hours of studies.
Can’t sleep, must keep going.
Farewell.

Your abs... Unf

Mon, 06 May 2013 00:28:12 -0400

Oh.. okay cool haha!

Hey are you at Panda Express?? I seeyou!

Mon, 06 May 2013 00:27:39 -0400

Yeah, I was, hahaha! Should’ve said hi or something!

I’m totally not ready.Goodnight world.

Fri, 03 May 2013 06:06:18 -0400

I’m totally not ready.

Goodnight world.

Classic. Vintage Cafe - Loving You (Minnie Riperton)

Fri, 03 May 2013 02:18:00 -0400

Classic.

Vintage Cafe - Loving You (Minnie Riperton)

I took a sip of my nightly tea that was given to me unexpectedly by a very dear friend of mine, and...

Thu, 02 May 2013 03:37:00 -0400

I took a sip of my nightly tea that was given to me unexpectedly by a very dear friend of mine, and it suddenly hit me..

Why..

I feel so unsuccessful..Day by day, I constantly put off homework til later by telling myself to...

Tue, 30 Apr 2013 03:44:00 -0400

I feel so unsuccessful..
Day by day, I constantly put off homework til later by telling myself to dance and dance…
Day by day, I consistently tell myself to not procrastinate, and to stay focused and committed.
Every single damn day, I tell myself to bring my grades up, study for upcoming AP tests and the SAT, complete my Eagle Project, and prepare for club and other activities..

The list goes on.

But no… Nothing is working out.

You know what..the mere words I say are meaningless and unimportant..
I need to “walk the walk” rather than “talk the talk.”

Why…Why why why why why why,Why does everything have to be so complicated and frustrating..

Fri, 26 Apr 2013 22:34:00 -0400

Why…
Why why why why why why,
Why does everything have to be so complicated and frustrating..

Oh what I would do for a hot cup of Jasmine Green Tea right now..Perhaps I’ll remember to make...

Fri, 26 Apr 2013 03:43:51 -0400

Oh what I would do for a hot cup of Jasmine Green Tea right now..
Perhaps I’ll remember to make one tomorrow.

I’m so looking forward for April and May to be over with.

Tue, 23 Apr 2013 23:22:00 -0400

I’m so looking forward for April and May to be over with.

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Mon, 22 Apr 2013 02:25:10 -0400

Key Club Motto: “Caring - Our Way of Life”Scout Motto: “Be prepared”Always...

Sun, 21 Apr 2013 04:20:00 -0400

Key Club Motto: “Caring - Our Way of Life”
Scout Motto: “Be prepared”

Always inspired by these two influential organizations, and I’m glad to say that they both positively changed my life. Thank you.

If only I had the time; I’d honestly love to just lie down in the park and gaze solely at the...

Fri, 19 Apr 2013 03:29:00 -0400

If only I had the time; I’d honestly love to just lie down in the park and gaze solely at the clear, blue skies, isolating all thought and ignoring any surrounding disturbances near me.

That would feel amazing.

Take a deep, slow breath. I need to concentrate on my goals and stay committed and focused. Although...

Fri, 19 Apr 2013 02:58:00 -0400

Take a deep, slow breath.
I need to concentrate on my goals and stay committed and focused. Although it’s quite difficult for an individual such as myself, I’m positive that it will eventually be well worth it. My apathy toward studying, my lack of motivation, my disinterest in homework — all these obstacles and hardships need to wither away from my mind.. or else come the consequences.
With the final day of school gradually approaching, I want be proud of myself.

I can do this.

whitekittymilk: Someone take me where there is no human interaction. Some place like the woods....

Fri, 19 Apr 2013 00:25:43 -0400

whitekittymilk:

Someone take me where there is no human interaction. Some place like the woods. That way I can curl up into a ball until next winter.

I don’t think I can handle doing this anymore and I don’t think that I ever will be. It’s frustrating enough trying to handle things internally, but when you physically cannot take the pain, it’s a whole new level.

There is no end unless I make it so. And I wish I had the courage to do it, but truthfully, I’m so close to escaping that I can only wish for more freedom. More freedom from my emotions. I wish they didn’t chain me to one person or that they didn’t soften when a certain person touches my face, but I get a rush of immense pleasure from the electric spark from your skin that won’t ever go away. Some call it love, others call it infatuation, but I? I simply call it special because that’s what it was and that’s what it always will be to me.

I hope it was for you too.